From 24th January 2010 this livejournal became Friends Only / Friends Locked / or whatever name you want to give it.

• I probably forgot to re-add someone, if you are that someone, please coment here - i didn't ment to cut you, just... forgot to add you.
• About my interests, well one day I'll make a post on my interests, but they are mostly around stuff like anime, manga, yaoi, slash, star trek (TOS, Reboot), books, crazy stuff, vampires, RPGs, and did I said BoysLove? Yeah, probably I did.
• Please, this is my journal so, the respect toward me and others is the first thing you have to keep in mind, I won't have problems removing you from my FL if you fail at being respectful
• this is defenetly a temporary FO banner, but for now it will be ok
• I would really like to know from where are you like: TAFL, TFL, Amassment or any other community I'm part of

For whole December I didn’t touch this journal, and it’s time to do some serious writing now, because there has happened a lot from the last post I did.

So let’s start at the beginning or at least from November. It has happen quite a lot from that moment.

23. November 2009 – Saya graduates from university of Public Relations with a vote of 95/110 – not bad for a person who always had to struggle to not get F. But in the end I did it, a whole month before my birthday, I wanted to graduate before my 30ies, but I managed a month before my 29^th birthday, so I’m quite proud of myself, and I also promised to my fiancé that I would finish University in 3 years, and I did so.

( some photos of that day )

1. December 2009 – my partner’s birthday, 31^st, so he is growing old as he says, I say bullshit, he is a male so he doesn’t actually have problems with things like we females have.

18. December 2009 – I went to watch Avatar with my manwife, my brother and friends and it was awesome, really, I’m addicted

23. December 2009 – my 29^th birthday, I was rotten spoiled by my friends, I got a cake in cat form for birthday, I got also a knife and some books and I didn’t drink because I was driving but I was happy anyway.

( Photos of ze Birthday )

25. December 2009 – Merry Christmas to everybody even if it’s already 2010? I got myself a present – Agenda 2010, so I can write my appointments in it.

( my chrtimas present to myself )

27. December 2009 – I went to re-watch Avatar in 3D (now I need to see it in 6D) with other friends, and we almost were left without a ticket, it was 8 of us and we really get lucky and got the 8 last tickets, but it rocked anyway

31. December 2009 and  1. January 2010 (night time) – so we were 6 people at the apartment where I’ll go to live when I’ll have a job and be able to provide for myself.  Around 2am in the morning I had to take away alcohol from my best friend and her sister because they were so done, that I had to make them drink an alcoholic stuff because they wouldn’t resist till morning, and then we played texas Poker – I lost… fortunately we didn’t played for money.

( few photos of the ending 2009 and begining 2010 )

1. January 2010 evening – My boyfriend after naturally I commented on the fact that 2010 is a good number to do something about, because it’s easier to count like I was born at the end of 1980… it’s easier to count… I graduated from high school on 2000, I know this year it’s the 10^th anniversary… he got a clue and proposed to me… and we decided the date: September 10^th or 11^th (depends on where we are getting married)

And one last thing: I stopped smoking at the end of November, and I haven’t touched a cigarette in a month… I’m not out of it yet, but at least I’m enduring with only my power of will.

WISH ALL HAPPY AND LUCKY 2010!

And in these days there shall be a LONG post about few important moments of my life!

Miao
Saya

You know... sometimes I'm really a little kid and not a woman that in a month and something will have 29 years - and hell no I'm not ashamed to be an ol' lady and still loving maga/anime/webdesigning and everything, and I'm not offended even if you think I should be ashamed really... I like it, I like myself as I am and... it's my fun and i'll keep doing it till I die...

Now... to explain why I'm a little kid, and maybe to rant a little too, because without fun and rant there is no real life.

yesterday we went to Ikea that opened nearby, my boyfriend was already all in the bad mood, but i tired to be all fun and smiling and everything... well we went to that HUGE Ikeda where there were like 1008364958769058907 people and we looked at stuff, than, I stoped near some stuff I really liked because - they WERE BOOKSHELLS... and I love them thinking how I would love to have them for my mangas and books... well, I got totaly taken over them... that... I GOT LOST... I turned around and my boyfriend and our friend weren't there anymore... and I was like TOTAL panic and went running around searching for them in the most obvious places I tought they would be... after an hour and half (and me squeeing at a giant panda and shark peluche and loving little bonsais that I didn't bought - next time I will) I got a sms that they were at the car - I run there and arrived and he had the face to actualy treat me badly in front of others and then in the car, I was sitting behind and the friend in front, my boyfriend said: "what, aren't you talking?" and I was like: "I shall not comunicate with you, till you are in bad mood" and didn't spoke a word till we got to the friend's home - then my boyfriend got the clue that if he doesn't change his attitude "bad mood, i'm all corky" I would not speak to him, and so he tried to be nice and we went to see other stuff and do some grocery shopping and then came home and did some dinner, and then we got visits... and I was all proud of me that I didn't argue, but got my way just being silent... yay for me - but yeah,... I agree that it was something of a looser to get lost in Ikea.

I'm also helping mitzrael with secret santa *O*/ yay and... doing also holiday layout for mugetsu *O*/

I think I should write like a long post on how happy and realised I feel after today and everything... but I don't think I'm able to do so, so i'll just write something completly not interesting as always in a short post and maybe I'll do the to-read-list and also to-watch-list, and why not a to-do-list.

As my mom said 10 minutes ago: "don't tell me now you don't know what to do because you have to much time..." and I just looked at her and didn't tell that actually I have so many things to do that I don't know where to begin with them... besides I'm like out of inspiration.

Ok Let's begin here: today i went and took my thesis out of print and finally I brought it to the secretariat at the university - they told me that I'll know exact day and time for me to defend it on 16th-17th, I'm hoping I'll be on 23rd, because I have my surname with C, and besides people are coming over and well they'll come anyway because so we can see, and I'll do a private defending thesis for them if the uni screws my date) - it's actualy really beautiful... it's cover is black and it's written in silver on it <- my two favorite colors.

I'm working slowly on the new look for Z-G.net, while still thinking wtf to do with SB.net, it's still my first domain, I don't know if I'll be able to give it away or something. But still I'll move stuff to Z-G.net, and maybe do some blog or something like that with SB.net, idk, rly.

And now what happened this weekend - around 2pm on saturday... I got drunk... in a drinking contest with my mother in law... and I won... I was only drunk and all giggly, she felt sick, vomited 2 times and fell asleep... I just eat like to much pizza and then I was ok X°°°°D and around 8pm I was already cooking dinner for 8 people... I feel proud of myself...

Now... ze lists... probably will defenetly forget something

To-Do-List

• clean my room (I didn't touch it from the moment I begun writing the thesis)
• do a decent layout for Kyouya x Tamaki
• Try to cut on my fanlistings
• work on my girl shrine
• move the fanlistings to z-g.net

To-Read-List

• Bleach
• Naruto (catch up)
• FMA
• D.Gray Man
• Hikaru no Go (re-read)
• Nodame Cantabile
• Trinity Blood
• Saint Seiya Lost Canvas (even if the first volumes are like... "already seen that")
• 07-Ghost
• The tales of otori (I'm like having them over a year and didn't have time to do so)
• Inheritance triology (need to find eragon book and re-read it before begin the second and third, idk who i lend it too...)
• Katekyo Hitman Reborn (need to catch up again)

To-Watch-List

• Haruhi Suzumiya (watched first two already)
• Avatar: the last airbender (dresstokill it's your fault)
• Kobato
• Tales of Abyss
• Bleach: Fade to black
• 07-Ghost
• Hetalia (I watched just the few first)
• G00S2

Somebody has to add something to my to watch or to read? Comment and tell, me I think I'll have plenty of time after 23rd... and books are welcome too.

TOMORROW I'M TAKING THE THESIS TO PRINT... then the weekend i'm out of here! And then on monday I'm going to re-get the thesis and bring it to the university so I CAN DEFEND IT ON 23rd November!!!

So yes, I have written everything it had to be written, the stuff is over at prof, and I'm here. While I'm like "free" I'm just getting nervous because hell I have time to go and make them print the thesis till friday, you know... and yesterday I was frenaticly searching for a pdf converter - and then I found out, after I looked all over for it, that... i could install an add-on for word 2007 and it converts directly to pdf... sometimes I feel like totaly stupid.
Then the prof decided that I had to translate the title in Japanese, and I got totaly panicked, and then I poked suzukaze , who did me a great favour translating it directly for me with kanji and everything, while I'm able to see them on my computer... == I'm not able to write them too ._.
Well this morning I finished the conclusion (because what I wrote the last time more then half went in to the introduction) and send it to the prof, who I have to see tomorrow at 1pm, and hopefully she will say that I can go to the shop and print it... I need it. I wish it's over... I don't sleep much, the most I was able to do was 7 hours, but then again one day I did a 4 hours sleep ._. and I'm like totaly neurotic! To not think about it, today I was converting to pdf at least the stuff I know I can... like the first pages and the last pages... those which will not have a number on the page.
So i tried to wrok on the layout for Zero-Grades.net (bleach realted layout) and I just closed it down after doing two codes... then i tried to work on my girl shrine... I'm really out of loop to do so... and now I'm waiting for a friend to call me, so we can speak about translating the intro and conclusion - because I have to have them written in Italian and French... and I don't know what I'm babbling anymore... I really feel so numb!

I'm doing this here because 1 part of thesis is at my friends who is correcting it, and the other part is at the prof's ... so today I'll just go happily hunting after the images I want to put in it, so at least I'll have all the images and pictures and won't have to do hunting the last day.
I have time to finish it till next week wednesday! So let's hope...

While I'm here I'll post a meme, I snatched at prue84 !




- You have to choose the actors who will play:
~ Yourself alias the main character
~ The true love
~ The "mistake"
~ The true love's best friend
~ The rival
~ Mom
~ Dad
~ Sister/brother (or both)
~ The Best Friend
~ The Best Gay Friend
~ The pet
~ The city

- And now you have to choose YOUR PERSONAL SOUNDTRACK, of course:
~ Opening credits
~ Falling in love
~ The Kiss
~ Sex
~ The break up
~ The psychological breakdown
~ Shopping with friends
~ The getting back together
~ End Credits
( You can try and watch the movie now XD )

Matta ne! Saya

Because I just need to take a simple break, I just sent in to the prof 20 pages I wrote, not finished yet, I need to write other 30 to be finished, but it’s difficult, besides I don’t even know if this time I got it right. Last time I sent her stuff (10 pages) she said she didn’t want to know about how Japan was, but the fact why Versailles No Bara is important for French culture in Japan, and that I have to put the theory up and defend it, which should be easy… but it’s fucking not… While I’m able to write why etc. I don’t know where to find fucking books to prove my ideas and why is this way. I’m using Ikeda’s interview’s, I’m using books and everything.
In those 20 pages I sent everything is not finished, in at least every chapter I made I’ll have to add stuff, and besides that I’ll have to write also an Introduction and a conclusion in French (a friend of mine will help me) – this 20 pages contain history of comic, about manga’s and a closer look to shoujo genre, another one about comics in France and a paragraph about la nouvelle manga… then the second part is 2 pages and half of short what the fuck is about in Versailles no bara, who is riyoko ikeda, about history of France and how this is represented in the manga, then a chapter dedicated to the characters – 2 pages about Oscar and 2 about Marie Antoinette… and an idea to just cut out the chapter about Fersen (never could stand that man, not as a historic person, nor in berubara) and about other characters… and this is 20 pages… I’m asking myself where the fuck will I find to write other 30 of them. And what will I do if the prof says: IT’S NOT WHAT I WANTED!... if she says that, it means I won’t finish university on 23.november 2009 but on 23.march 2010… and I can’t fucking wait that much!

– and now back on hiatus… I needed to rant.

OK, I have to do this, because I doubt I'll have any time for living in the next 20 days.
I have to re-write everything from the begining, so I have to concentrate on my thesis... and that means... I'm going on Hiatus...

Sharing is Caring:
For one week, recommend / share:
Day 1: a song
Day 2: a picture
Day 3: a book/ebook/fanfic
Day 4: a site
Day 5: a youtube clip
Day 6: a quote
Day 7: whatever tickles your fancy

Day 7: whatever tickles MY fancy



( ...lol )

miao
saya

p.s. I got approved for KyoTama *O* <- but it has to wait that I finish the thesis